=v=

如果有得選擇，和有錢人結婚好不好？

我是會說好的…然而，就想怎樣討好，令他也喜歡我…

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現在我有得選了= =真有錢的…

好嗎好嗎？他不一定選我啦=.=

我有能力勝任這個職位嗎？

我信的神祢怎看？= =

5月4日，我終於有得攞回鄉証(十年的~不用常換了…)啦…

這半年來…我都沒有回過去了，好想念大陸。

特別是，便宜的貨品…讓我盡情的用錢。

只是物價騰升，大陸吸引力不如從前，還算是OK啦。學(買)小提琴也較便宜。

大陸的環境來說，還是比跑不行，慢走也不行的香港好，

考完AL，我想退休了…

去親戚家住過世，還有可愛的小女孩BB玩。我要她有個好表姐陪啦

我要教她學品味啦，學音樂啦…

一生可以如此渡過就好…

都不用出外工作喔？想得美吧…

(三rooms，成千呎的樓…租只是:RMB:5XX/月

又近地鐵站，出大城市車費超低…回香港2個小時。抵過公屋…)

享受生活…回大陸住啦。

洩氣了，想攞返一個A

Abs，不想讀。

看戲中…

六小時的漫長﹗

坐在考埸內。

5/5次都是只有我前面是空椅，沒人應考…

-,-代表，我攞F的機率又高了。

 唉﹗好否不考了。

想自由了，換頭象呀=.=嗚

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沮喪.............我不是想死…

但我要說︰我想死呀>.<!!

比我死咗佢啦%!$#@

%^&*(*&^%$^&*

讀咩鬼書，讀到你個白痴出黎。

死白痴..我真係要殺鬼咗你…

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極沮喪= =......

我太無用了，我這又介意成績了。

介意來幹什麼？

你又說不介意，現在又介意？

太無心裝在了，白白送的20分你拿不到，就令我介意得，想死。

Death, 我怎敢去碰你，你這威風凜凜的大人物，我敬而遠之好了。

I am very sad about my family.

My parents ruin my life.

I want to love them.

But I don't know what they are thinking as they are simply morons.

There are no skills to talk with them, and I may say

" People don't change!!!!!"By Dr.House

They won't change only because of what I have said.

They do wrong things again and again though I bear the consequences.

It is better to live alone. At lease somewhere allows me to cry loudly, a room with 4 walls to give me privacy.

They make me become neurotic.

Maybe that is my personality, and I am selfish. I want them get out of my life.

God, what should I do? Especially when the time like this. 

Bless my biological time tomorrow.

Father And Mother I'll Leave You.