Recently, i find that study is dull and disgusting.
i don't know why, it just comes up in my mind in these days
it always seems like there are lots of rocks stuffed in my mind
i just don't want to think, let alone to write
i just don't want to study, but i have to
it makes me so moody and depressed...
you will never know how awful it is to take the HKCEE twice
you will never know how sorrowful it is to be a repeater
you will never know how lonely it is to do revision alone in self-study room!
sometimes i ask myself
why do i need to stay here to do something that i don't really like
just like some of them around me
struggling in their heart everyday
WE STILL CAN NOT FIND A SUITABLE ANSWER
 as a teenager in this society
we have no choice as well

what makes me succumbed ?