...so confusion ,..just like out of my control..做自閉青年?!唔錯喎..but it so lonely..i look forward to learning in the us..

今朝早又返左去,但都係冇開聲pray,我始於唔敢...then go back to sch ,it's hardly to understand(account) ,damn it ,i cannot handle that..

start to think i'm 好冇用,many things i don't know ,又唔敢去做,又唔敢去ask...好廢..sometimes I wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD ....i'm too tired..can somebody help me to solve all of my problems?

i wanna left all things behind & ran away..unhappy,how long would it maintain ?????