I really a useless person in this world. I can do nothing but cry. I don't know what other things I can.  Am I a rubbish? No, is more rubbish than all the rubbish.Anyone who will accept me? Who will talk a joke to me? I want nothing but you will be happy which just a little hope I think.GOD Father, can you save me? Can you help me? I just want Hoyi happy. Can you here me want? Can you here me cry? I think you really hurt.Please help me.