一出門口.....都講左個妖字.....好大雨...我又反上去撜雨傘,因為我再上去一定遲到,咁我就行快d,但係...我都差唔多成身都好濕......好仆街.......上堂個陣我覺得好cold...成個身都係度震...好cold囉....妖,,,,無啦啦咁大雨,shit !!!
呢二日都唔係好夠訓...我都係死頂,好想上堂訓,但係我知我一訓我就唔識d野...勁辛苦,個課室都唔知做咩會咁cold......我而家剩係好想有一個假期,可以比我好好訓一下,好耐都未試過係夠訓啦...
lunch,我係冇胃口,成碟飯都冇咩點食過,但係我又唔係飽囉...但係又唔想食囉....之後pure test,都pass既....希望啦,咁又一日啦,過得好快...
放學訓左一陣,同左香腸出去,佢都唔話得啦,我一叫佢出,佢就即刻同我出,同佢出左cut hair,唉...我個樣點解咁細架...就連洗頭髮個女仔都話我唔似19,佢話我似16....好唔開心,咁都算啦,仲要話我好得意囉.....妖....19啦我都...仲q.....q你個頭..我都唔想同佢講野...但係佢又係咁名我講野....無奈中////下次去都唔去呢間野......妖....
一個人搭車,覺得好寂寞,好想打比人....攞起個電話先知原本冇咩人可以打....好多野都好似物是人非,覺得好多野都好似好唔實在,可能呢一刻有既野,下一刻就會....
點解我呀爸日日都要話我....,好唔想係屋企....我寧願係街都唔反屋企,係屋企...有時好想自殺,既然我做你個仔,你咁唔鐘意,我真係好想死....如果有方法係唔痛咁死...我一定會...人地個個都咁叻,咁你咪搵佢地做你個仔囉,,,我諗再係咁...我一定即刻出街.....就好似以前咁...唔返屋企訓..........
妖.....我呀爸係咁話我囉......話到我差d喊囉.....勁pk !!!! 好呀....我天日一家勁夜先反....我唔想再比你話我....係出面一定開心過係屋企.......妖....好想飲酒...醉左咩都唔洗理 !!!!!! fuck ! |