而家我既心情,係爆開心,開心死我,終於知道有d野,係你就係你,唔可以強求,順其自然就係最好,好多時做一d違反自然既野都唔係一件好事,失而復得既感覺雖然唔好,但係我而家真係好開心

香腸夜間晚打比我,我洗完白白打反比佢,佢同我講左一個天大既好消息,我一聽完,係爆開心,因為d咩開心,就係$$啦…哈哈,有幾多我就唔講啦,同香腸傾左一陣電話,佢講反去camp個日d野,我一聽到,真係笑死我,佢話佢成晚都冇訓過,就係因為我同超超係咁講野.,原來佢聽到我同超超成晚講既對話,仲有超超個d英文,哈哈.佢仲講反出黎比我聽…真係笑死人啦,唔知超超知左會點呢…哈哈,香腸話佢聽完之後成晚都冇得訓..仲成身痛,….好彩我冇講香腸壞話

今日又係去左自修室,又係一個人去左,10點幾就到左,,自己一個人溫到1:00出左去m記食野,食野既時候打左比超超,叫佢陪我傾,傾左好似好耐,死啦….我好似呢幾日係咁用手提同人講電話…唔知用左幾多分鐘tim….下就又反去自修室,5:00出左去補習,放左d野係個果….其實好似唔係咁好,但係都冇咩人….我諗冇所謂啦,C.Y,成日都補到過時…今日仲過左 30M IN…= =,.我真係唔想上咁耐,好TIRED,今日仲要係講SOLIDS,好似唔係好明,….= =,補完就去左搵肥妹妹,佢等左我 30M IN….SORRY呀..我都唔想…..下次一定唔會,肥妹妹今日做左一件好事,就係請野我飲,我要送一個乖妹妹大獎比佢,同佢行左一陣MK,佢好有$$$,成身都係名牌…CUCCI....agnes b.,有$$$$= =….而我就….唉……同人唔同命呀

同佢行完就去反溫書….原來我出左去都3hours啦..真係過得快,我發覺左一樣野,就係好似自修室d人認得我咁….唔知呀…我覺得佢地一定認得我,我日去夜去唔認得之奇,仲要成日同d fd 係自修室無啦啦大笑….

PS: KELVIN ……你好好呀….今日你一打比我,我係自修室,無啦啦個電話響,仲唱””烈女不怕死,…..””成個自修室既人都望住我…仲有2個女仔笑我….> < !!!!樣衰爆囉…唔該 

今日知道左一樣野…….做咩個個都有我DIARY既….佢地做咩會有…突然間覺得好恐怖,連小行都睇過我DIARY,,唔知正能亮有冇呢….我知都冇架啦 ~

一個人去左自修室溫書,今日去到都差唔多11:00啦,成日都係溫pure,,下就菲菲黎搵我,佢好似黎訓咁,佢冇溫過,佢個果溫書既心心飛走左,佢又係既,做2份part time,有一份仲要通頂,仲要返學,邊有咁多時間呀,我覺得你真係好大壓力,唔好比自己咁大壓力,放鬆下,可能會好d,你咁樣你條仔會好心痛的,我諗菲菲一定係自修室既口水怪 ~

睇左肥Bmsn,先知佢同佢條仔叫左我一個好嘔心既花名,係咩名呢..>??我係一定唔會同人講既,個名好嘔心,,…唔好咁叫我,真係會嘔的,我同肥B溫書既時候有好多人打比我話想同我出去.但係一講我約左肥B,個個都好似隻豬咁…變左快閃黨,即刻話唔去,可想而知,肥B係一個好可怕既人…會令身邊既男仔雞飛狗走…..哈哈,我咁講,肥B,唔好嬲呀,我知你咁好人一定唔會嬲既…其實佢地聽到我約左肥B唔去既原因都係因為佢地同肥B唔熟 ~ ,但係eddie juice就唔知啦 ~~~

6:30溫完啦,同肥B出左tst,去左……同肥B去左 Burberry先…….頂我著到咁…又要我去..一睇就知我唔係買野啦,去到見到有一件杉好靚…好似要4百幾…原本諗住買,但係肥b講左一句….如果我著左,d人一定會以為係假野..一個小朋友著…跟住我就咩都唔想講,冇買…不過又arm既,咁貴….算啦…我都係鐘意ape多d ~~之後去左I.T.,都係IT　ＡＲＭ我多Ｄ,我又買左野囉..買左一件杉同一條褲….,但係肥b就買左好多野….. ,好多好多….好似有4件杉,2條褲,一個袋….d人真係好有$$$.但係佢貫咁多野…都係貴幾百…..我d野好似好貴咁tim…肥b個d就真係好抵…而家諗反真係有小小肉痛………….

閃電的聲響很大,月光很朦朧….跟現在的心情一樣
任何事都不會像想像般美好
那就只有接受吧

有時我會問自己
不管任何艱苦的事都能到達嗎??
我已疲於去否定些什麼……….

為了一點不算什麼的小事
我又開始畏懼
為了要掩飾我的恐懼
只好扮作沒事發生……….

我知道唔開心係應該同人講,但係我真係唔想講,我唔想有人覺得我好煩,我知有時d人搞到我唔開心,佢地都唔會知,….唔知想點…算啦,過一,二日就冇野的,自己既野我會自己解決,唔想令我身邊既人唔開心,就係咁簡單

有d野,冇話岩定係錯,我知有時講到黎同心諗既野係唔同,我係明佢咩思意,但係我一聽到有d人既語氣好似話緊我,我就會好唔開心,雖然我知佢唔係話緊我,但係我就係唔知點,我越黎越討厭自己…

今日去左mk溫書,一個人溫….一個人lunch…我係唔係傻左呢…自修室一開就去,一個人真係覺得份外寂寞…好耐都冇一個人啦,溫書個陣.見到一個同班同學,佢見到我,我見到佢,但係就冇講過野,我有諗過hi佢,但係最後都冇,有時我係度諗既然係一場同學,打個招呼都係應該,但係我就係成日都唔理人…其實係我唔理佢,定係佢唔理我,,算啦,我都係覺得我同佢都唔係好熟,有咩好講呀 …

打左比kelvin,佢話黎搵我,跟住又打左比菲菲,佢又話黎搵我,我都唔知比佢地二個見反係好定唔好,我知kevin好似唔知點咁,我只係覺得佢仲係有d野咁,點都好啦,多謝你地陪左我去食野,係我最需要人陪既時間陪左我,真係感謝主呀

天日我會同菲菲去大戰花園街 !!!