先開始一些題外話....

已經開始有d後悔,,,
一連打左幾篇語氣咁激烈的日誌,,,
好似,,,hurt到人,,,
或者你會當係一個出賣,,,
但係,,果個人只係因為想幫我,,或者係你,,
先借個ac黎姐,,,你就唔好去搵係邊個la,,,,

更何況,,對我有咩唔滿意,,,
點解唔可以當面同我講,,,,
就算要打,,,都唔洗蝦我冇xanga架,,,
俾我睇唔係仲好咩??
起碼我知道我到底有咩係做錯,,,
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今日,,,都係冇咩呀,,
放學陪左小卓去剪頭髮,,
好可愛呀佢,,,
真係好想去咀返佢一啖>.<

佢一路剪既時候,,,我同大佬就係度玩,,,
佢係咁掟我部手機,,,掟得越高佢就越high,,,
如果佢整跌左,,我真係砍開佢十八碌,,,

之後,,,又聽到佢同佢條仔傾電話,,,
屈我機tim仲,,,話我蝦佢,,,
其實,,,俾人蝦果個係我呀,,,,(淚..)

之後俾佢勁玩,,,一開始,,,
我既心態係由佢玩,,,只要佢開心就得la,,,
之後佢就開始玩得過火,,,我都有d嬲,,,
不過,,,我都照忍,,,唔緊要,,,
始終都係玩下姐,,,

去到最後,,我真係頂唔順,,,
果時真係好想打佢,,,
之後我就自己走左去算,,,

其實我都忍左好耐la,,,
今次既忍耐程度已經有進步la,,,
但係,,,我真係頂唔順,,,

而我一向俾大佬玩慣,,,
就算係嬲,,,都係一陣就算,,,
大佬對我黎講係幾咁重要,,,,
我都唔捨得嬲la,,,

但係,,,令我走既最大原因係佢,,,
佢都未知發生咩事,,,就話左我先,,,
點解咁唔公平,,,
我都係人黎架,,,點解一定要當左係我錯先,,
一直以黎我都當佢係唔同,,,
以為佢一定係最中立,,最能夠支持我既,,,
但係我真係錯左 lo,,,
最打擊我既竟然係佢,,,

邊喊邊返屋企,,,
我從來冇曾經有憎佢既感覺,,,
今次係第一次,,,
仲係好憎好憎好憎好憎好憎好憎果隻,,,
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最尾再黎題外話,,,

其實,,,我真係好想同返佢一齊,,,
就算佢成日叫我死開,,,
或者佢真係對我有不滿先咁,,,
但係le句真係好hurt我lo,,,
我寧願你當面數臭我,,,
你有咩想講你都可以講架,,
我保證我俾你講晒先講野,,,
但係到而家既地步,,
就已經去郅冷嘲既膠著狀態,,,,
我真係唔想再繼續,,,
真係好辛苦,,,,