DEAR DIARY,
今日..我好唔甘心..我又冇做錯野...點解佢地要咁對我喎？...你估我好想同你一組嫁，許崇謙！...就算叫我同朱懷軒同一組..我都冇咁嬲呀..但叫我同你(許崇謙)..同一組...發夢就會...哼！...唔好講到你自己好慘咁呀，許生！...其實...我係驚...我既分數會好底...因為..我地係要比自己同埋比其他組員既分數...姐係表現分...我驚...佢會公報私仇...我驚...我驚..佢會係我地做專題個時...鬧我..係我知道我會同佢同一組之前...我已經講明..由今日開始...我高頌恩同許崇謙，從今之後，河水不氾x水。..當然..我知係冇可能既事..我係呢幾日已經覺得應該會同佢一組..但係我仲未做好心理準備...點算好呀？...我絕對係個D..公還公，私還私...既人..但係..我始終..都係..總之我唔知點講好啦...係我同朱懷軒同埋佢..知道分組既結果之後..我地都好似各懷心事咁...每個人都好唔開心...係我個HISTORY老師...講完我個組既組員之後..我地班就係到嘈...個老師就鬧我地..佢仲講：「而家叫你地做專題姐，又唔係叫你同佢結婚，洗乜咁驚喎！」..我聽完之後..真係火到上埋..佢又點會明呀...老實講...我知自己都係...驚..唔知點樣面對佢...我都係..驚..姐..我真係好驚呀...好驚...驚..我驚...我驚...點解我會嘈..黑..唉...做人點解要做到咁慘喎...我係驚..我之後返學個幾日..因為我唔知我應該點樣去面對佢同朱懷軒...我同佢見到面..都會面左左咁..我真係唔想大家見面會再面左左呀...我真係好想同佢和好呀...[P.S.我岩岩所講既"佢"係許崇謙..]
講講下..另我諗返起..中文書..第2.19頁..第2段..既說話..「委 屈，是心上的創痕，它們有大有小，有深有淺，有新有舊。童年既委屈只是些小小的傷口，它們都已結了疤，但按上去似乎仍有痛的感覺... ...」..55..我仲算童年既...KAKA..唔講啦..睇TV啦...呀..唔記得講既係..我地今日數學冇功課呀...HAHA...個老師N+1年都唔會唔比功課嫁..88...
BY 涼粉小紫
27/9/05
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