MY future ..i won't think about it..  but at this moment  i think a lot....

today  i met my old fd. his name call  wei.  although we talk not much time ..but he said  something .  he ask .me.  what is your future?   i have no idea..i can't say it..

he said  ..when you in 20 year's old..u should think about  your future..  not many amusements..  not many love  ..just think & find something good for me  .. ..i recall  my test today..

so  sad...  i can't believe my capability  is so  low...   my english need more progress ..  

    i have a bad custom.. it is just talk but no practice.... i know why.. becacuse  i haven't  confidence.. maybe my father affect me..  but i know that is my excuse ..

i don't understand ...    what can i do.  why i can't..  i m so lose to it  ..   but i think a lot...    i must learn  more language ...i know i have language talent  ..i to be good at my speak... i need  more practice..

i want it.. i want learn more..  although i haven't confidence..   but that is only way what i can see  ..the future..    in macao  ..  Event management..   i need  contact little fish..  i want to know about  it.....

 today i haven't song  ..i m tired..next i will put my song in here