today i wake up at 12:00 ..  enough sleep is very good~!!   ...but kit came my home again... shit-.-   very troublesome..  = =....  and he need to write composition ...  only the 150 word ..he need about  2~3  hour.

i shock x3..  and i only need 15min ..i m god?  HAHA   maybe this day i used to english ..write my blog  ..so i am progress  ..haha that is tureeeeeee~!!!

    and  today i attend the economy  ...  fuck.       i hate miss 朱 ... i was very consentrate to listen..  although i listen to her  ...but when i laugh sometime..   she aim at me immediately...  and her face  very black..    ok  ..fine ..   go the hell  ok?

     about 6:15 P.M ..class over..  and  we just know  tomorrow we need to change classroom from 中土 .  shock X3  but gary said ...  tomorrow i birthday ..so i will absence  -.-  ...good job ~!! so i absence too..haha  >3<

    and then  ..i feel her love me maybe ...althogh not the love  ..but i know she has feeling to me..  but that is my illusion???  again?..  but when  i saw her  .. she always laugh at me ..not smile ..is laugh  ..

i don't know-.-...       i was funny?   

   about 8:00.P.M ..i was going to gary home  ..his home ...er.. u know ..it's feel. as old as the ghost house ..= =very strange  ..   and that night . we ate pizza.. X3...  shock X3     ...we have six people..

but  pizza x3..-.-  ..another some common food in the table..   ..but that night i was very fully ...-.-"..  .. but anyway  it was fun.. i was happy  .and tomorrow i needn't go to school  HAHA~!!!!  >"<

today i bring  juno's song again ..i like him  .i recognize -.-+         this song name of 【酷兒】by  juno   ..    because this song prelude was very special  ...  that's feeling  like church...

and it have little sadness feeling too... ..special...

酷兒

歌手：麥浚龍 作曲：徐繼宗 填詞：周耀輝 編曲：王雙駿 for double C music group

如果想做誰的寵兒
如果想做誰的天使
期望或老套 時代未祝福
方知世上存在某種愛 要夠酷
誠實就可以
要是誕生 唯有活一次

假如從此如孩子能無知
假如從此能並肩沿途充滿善意
神若有知 不應該將我制止

很想做誰的風兒 來陪誰迷路
很想做誰的花兒 來陪誰漸老
因此酷兒 必須擁抱 若果能遇到
記住明日會更好
我願陪著你擋今天的冷酷

      very cold.....>~<    ....   when i lazy bed  ..i have felt cold already...    7:34 a.m  i was waking up..     .i  shock  ...  i know i will be late..   i clean my face & teeth   very quick...after  i ran to work.....

   when i arrived.. i was as black-eye as panda....  very tired...   my fd  【鋒】  he helped me one hour...for the job.  thx him..  but he lose 288$ at work place ...   so he was sad..   R.I.P  for $ -.-"...

  and then  my fd  cow & kit came my work place with me  ..&  they need to work..   for the  tuesday report..   but-.-   i have no idea..    at the 11:00 a.m  almost  . i saw  they  did the job very casual..-.-..

and they told  me  another  team member  will handle it      i'm shock x2  -.-"...........     

     today   andy has not with me...  he  gonna with his fd ..   although i knew  his job    but  anyway-.-   i must  play in tuesday.-.-     monday i need gonna pizza hut.   gary happy birthday  ....&  he  born in

1990    im 1988 ..i was older then him 2 years  =.="..  i m old man?   not old hen..?  haha...   爛gag..-.-"....

    and i need go to work in wednesday.. at 5:00. p.m~11:00.p.m ...i had to do more work  ..so my money will  add to about 1600$ in month....   although it still not many  ....but that is enough...

anyway..   i will try my best in everyday..     next time i need happy  not ...sad  ...      that is my life.

 today i bring  【陳奕迅 - 沙龍】  ..i love this  song ever  ~!!!    because i like the lyrics     it was very touch my heart......留住溫度  速度  溫柔....

沙龍

   yesterday i promise .. i must learn more english  ...  but when my fd came my home ..  his name call kit.  he is the bad guy.& he suck ... so.. i wake up at 12:00  ..the point is..   the fucking guy call me at

the same time.so i can't sleep anymore  ..FFFFFUUU..     anyway..    so i had not reviewed my lesson .. so sad-.-  ....next time i must tell him ..i have ill or another excuse.. so i could concentrate on my book..

..  but u know.. hehe..  i 'm lazy. ..       that is today why i havn't reviewed english....

   today..i know something..  what kind of ??     my fd  just tell me ..  couldn't  buy  cell-phone..  he give me one..  but the same time ..,my mother  ask me my ex-phone where did it go....  i told  her i sell by my

fd.. he take my money....so i need more money to buy the new one..  but that is fake....  my cell-phon is gone..    ..if i know early.. i promise   ..i will tell her truth..   but that is too late.  no way out-.-.........

  ..never mind       ..tomorrow  I need go to work  .. at tuesday i  need present my report  about 【TIENT SIN】(天津) tourism  .. 4 people in group.. 1 guy do all the work  ..that is insane  ??  god ...damn...

     today i bring the song  ..this song call  【舌尖紋了瑪利亞】by juno...  this song give me peace .. melody is comfortable ..i wish u like it...

【舌尖紋了瑪利亞】 by juno

  MY future ..i won't think about it..  but at this moment  i think a lot....

today  i met my old fd. his name call  wei.  although we talk not much time ..but he said  something .  he ask .me.  what is your future?   i have no idea..i can't say it..

he said  ..when you in 20 year's old..u should think about  your future..  not many amusements..  not many love  ..just think & find something good for me  .. ..i recall  my test today..

so  sad...  i can't believe my capability  is so  low...   my english need more progress ..  

    i have a bad custom.. it is just talk but no practice.... i know why.. becacuse  i haven't  confidence.. maybe my father affect me..  but i know that is my excuse ..

i don't understand ...    what can i do.  why i can't..  i m so lose to it  ..   but i think a lot...    i must learn  more language ...i know i have language talent  ..i to be good at my speak... i need  more practice..

i want it.. i want learn more..  although i haven't confidence..   but that is only way what i can see  ..the future..    in macao  ..  Event management..   i need  contact little fish..  i want to know about  it.....

 today i haven't song  ..i m tired..next i will put my song in here

          1年前.....           未必有機會    1年後..   都係無              有人話細路無知 乜都敢去試     我真係好羨慕阿......

   因為人大左先保持理性 先辛苦       可能唔明點解會咁...        but  係因為..漸漸明白  太易受傷  .       

今日帶病都要迫住起身阿..      使錢又使太多了..   又要等到4月 先夠錢買 手提..   算la= = 都習慣無手機既生活...仲可以問fd借用下   :)

   發現大學真係太輕鬆...   完全無我唸戈種  college life...        最鬼黑人憎就係..每星期都有  three day 係6:45 p.m 先放lo..  咁點搵part time 阿-.-....  頹

       之後琴日唱k ..都ok開心la   見到好多人一wing 左真係乜都up得出  乜都做得出  ,...ian 係咁講粗口鬧人都有-.-... 真係嚇鬼死人咩..  then 自己戈晚都無乜點飲..  可能唔想飲咁wing  ....又或者想保持清醒...   我好怕終有一天會忘記..我都唔想忘記..

可惜既係 ..              人大了不懂愛...誰會懂不愛呢?

赤城千葉

也許不應該　只為昨天　放棄現在
未可記載　情人如歷史都刪改
人大了不懂愛　誰會懂不愛
開過的花　如城內舊照 　當天戀過今天已不再