攪左咁內.....中於都識寫一個死字喇.....e+係10點...係一個中頭之前..我喊左約一個中......我e+個頭好痛,好痛.......其實我係吾係一直係到逃避緊現實呢.............有冇人可以答我牙.................有陣時我係到諗.......不如吾好去會考喇......反正都知道會點嫁喇...考吾考都係一樣.............但係好怪牙....吾知點解到最後我都好自然地說服自己.......都係去喇.........好似上次補課咁牙......我一直都係吾想去........就算我準備好哂所以野.......出到門口...我都係吾想去.............但係到左最後我都係去左..........我係吾係好矛盾牙..............明明自己吾想去...咁點解仲要逼自己去做....

岩岩姑婆打左個電話黎....佢吾知問左d咩......洪紫君都吾知答左d咩......但係我吾中2人地將我d野講俾人知.......佢地叫我考好d點解佢地吾諗下我可吾可以做得到牙....我e一世人最憎人地同我講你做得到牙.......又有冇人知牙......佢話就話吾係俾壓力我.....但係佢又知吾知....佢無形之中俾左好大e壓力我嫁....好辛苦牙.....我真係吾明做人為左咩牙.........做人做到咁...不如死左去喇........如果我有得簡生存or死亡....我一定會選擇去死..........

有一d問題一但存在就冇法解決........

點解個個都要同我講我得嫁.......我d fd有講過....洪紫君有講過....個個miss都有講過..........

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