又飲醉酒,又同屋企嘈交,又攪到關係好差,唔通又要好似上次咁去人地度住番排?俾人話成日飲酒,仲要醉住咁番黎,但係其實我都唔想,壓力真係好大,我真係唔識去面對。心情咁差,今日連工都冇返,因為返到去都只會同人嘈,我寧願避避,有時好唔明既就係錯既事就一定係我?但係我做得好又唔見俾人讚兩句既???今日好想見到一個人,可惜......我覺得我盡o左力啦,但係點解關係仲差過之前?唔通真係好似我咁唸?
尋晚面對住兩個社工,飲完酒同佢地講o野,係咪真係講錯好多o野呢?不過以我記得冇講錯o野架!只係佢地都冇可能說服到我。
全日係度唸...究竟自己要行既路係咩呢?
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