今日好鬼累....原來扮野係咁累ga....但係有咩計姐...唔想d fd擔心...唯有強顏歡笑...扮無野lo...賓妹叫我唔洗係佢面前強顏歡笑....我都想a....但係我做唔到....我真係好累la....我唔想再喊la...你知唔知a??個個都話我廋左...都唔知笑定喊好..今日我勁白痴咁扮去擺書...個心就fai左去望下樓梯個度...希望佢會係果度企住...想見佢一面...好可惜行左幾次都冇....其實只要俾我偷偷望佢一眼...知道佢無事..我已經好放心嫁la.... 放學個陣...對眼好似識自動搵佢身影咁....但係我又驚見到佢我會喊....所以略略週圍望下...唔敢好認真咁去望....好矛盾....夠竟我點解會變成咁嫁?尋晚又冇訓過....摺心摺到12點幾....之後都係訓唔著....d心心今日叫肥妹俾左佢la....唔知佢有冇睇入面d野呢...我淨係知我一on msn 佢即刻off 姐.....算la.....我唔想再理....因為那身心充滿傷痕的我....已經累了...
我已決定做返一隻充滿刺的刺蝟...這次會把刺磨得更尖...
再也不會在任何人面前脫掉這保護衣...
也不會再依賴任何人....
無用的我只想永遠躲在裡面....
不想再受到傷害////
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