Once upon a time,I deeply loved a pretty girl,it does not mean that I don't love her now.

Love is a mutual effect,but not a single .

I felt guilty for what i have done which made her cry and whatever made her anxiety.

When I reminisce the past, it consisted of delight and grief.

However, everything has memorised deeply in my lonely heart.

She is my holly sun who always shines at me and magically gives me motivity.

She is also my emotional Regina, everything she says and she behaves would indirectly affect my daily mood.

I remember once I had an altecation with her, and she ignored me. The day after that day was really a bullshit! I could not put my attention on anything and what I wanted to act was to give an sincere apology to her.

In fact, I really want to enjoy my Christmas with her but I reckon that it is nearly impossible since she has found her new circle of friend. I am utterly bring my admiration to her promptly accomodate to the new circumstances. Hope I can share my Christmas with her 10 years later and onwards.It is unfortunate that my lonely heart can only live with one person, which implied that she is my only one forever.

Lastly, she told me that she onlined the RO online game,long time no play, last night and everybody was not familiarized to her. Time like a fleeting horse. Although at the same place, it will change with time pitilessly.But it is trivially wrong to my love.