U have been far away from me

may be u are not mine from the

very beginning i know i know i am too

selfish in this case i know u

will have your life

but can you u tell me

before u start it i know

i am not a no.what person in your

heart but i want to tell you yhat u are the

nest in my list -- friend list

i know that she can make you happy and she

is better than me in all the time

in the beginning,

i hate you i hate u as hard as her

but after that i help you to find a lot of reason

but i am so afraid now

day by day year by year

u are not care of me now

i know u will have your own life

but sorry i can't accept it

i ave try to be a actor i act a apeople

that don't have any feelings

but i can't i really can't

when i start to do that

u don't care of me or talk to me

including say hi or bye

now i knw maybe disappear is

avery good way for buth u and me

OK i will disappear in your life if i can

but when she leave u remember

i will be next to u all the time

that is the only thing that i can do now

be hapi all the yime in your new life all the time

I WISH