宜家1點幾差唔多2點.....時間重係好早....有D眼訓...但又唔想去訓....

個腦不停運作....遲早崩潰.......突然諗起早幾日我比我媽話我....

話我隨傳隨到...之後我話佢誇張....但宜家我諗返轉頭....

我自己又開始唔知點答返自己呢個問題.........另外我發覺最近既自己...

開始將以前既壞習慣浮現返出黎.........哈...........

發洩......適當既時候係需要既....但...我已經將好多好多壓力壓住自己....

幾耐無放過出黎呢...我都唔知....因為我都搵唔到一種可以發洩既地方...

亦都諗唔到點發洩....但可能我真係變左...我竟然想發洩係打人身上...

或者係我未試過打架...想試下掛@@....我都唔知...我咩都唔知...

我更加唔知幾時會爆出黎.............

最近既我算唔算自殘呢...日日訓4-5個鐘...朝朝都逼自己返6點....

日日都精神不足....朝朝都飲杯熱啡.....睇黎我上左癮...........

但又未去到唔飲會無精神既狀態......

開始想放棄自己了.....已經咩都唔想做........咩都唔想理.....咩都唔知咁過日子.......

琴晚2點幾先訓.....今朝10點幾比我媽叫醒左...之後落左街同七姑姐食早餐....

食完之後我同媽出左去灣仔....之後搭車返黎個陣經理打比我叫我返去幫手...

咁我返到屋企就換衫...同我媽去左大快活食野...食完就返工...個陣5點都未到@@

好輕鬆咁過...因為無乜野做- -.....9點半到就收工喇...哈哈.....返到屋企...

玩陣電腦...沖涼訓教= =....

P.S:唔..............無咩野打嚕~~