唔知從幾時開始~鐘意左扼自己~

現實就係咁恐怖~為左逃避~大話變左做必需品

簡單一個例子~賴床~明明較左alarm~相信自己一定會起到身

但係一off左個鐘之後~即時訓返~又一個對自己講ge大話~

前排~i trust my feeling so much~however~NOW~

i begin to cheat myself~! i lost my confidence...

although i havn't to asked anything, i feared...

i always find excuse..i have no idea what i am doing~