these dayz feel sth wrong..
i think all 0f that is my problem again
i always do sth wrong and don't kn h0w to fix it back
my bad><
hving arugement with bb always
really don't kn wt's happened.. maybe i do sth wrong again-3-
seemz nth to talk with any body..
god! tell me wt should i do..
i am s0 seri0uz.. i don't kn wt to do
29/9/2008
feeling sth wrong with our relationship..
didn't tell anythingz out@@ i just trying to fix it by myself
u kn wt? everytime i am waiting f0r u
but i never think about that u will go out without any n0tice
i am stupid 0r i treated u as stupid?
1/10/2008
happy birthday to mainland china
go to disneyland with crystal,,
i really hv sth wanna change;; but h0w can i do it?
i don't understand wt's going on..
i just keep on do the thing that i think is correct
but i never ask..
wtever.. whlie we are traveling by mtr..
i was worried about our annual pass can go in 0r n0t
finally i kn the answer was YES
then we go inside and play the ghost space m0untain
many 0f that crazy chinese f0r china
they make me angry.. they don't like to line up` wt the hell
and when i go into the space m0untain.. i hv a bit scare
crystal hold my hand then i feel better
bb said that he want to come with me t00
the halloween thingz make me hv a bit afraid..
s0 we didn't play the " ghost house"
thz f0r staying with me<3
3/10/2008
happy birthday to carmen& yen
although u two twinz don;t kn who am i
i had watched ur xg f0r a quite long period
the case becoming m0re diffclut
i can't handle it by myself... i am such a little kid
want many one to stay if me although i kn it couldn't happen
at least bb won't come back and stay with me
i don't want to be that anym0re
i am trying to be m0re gd in the lesson.. i started to st0p making s0 much n0ise
i am trying to do many thingz... but there had no one kn beside me
i don't ready to do everything by myself,, i kn i can't do it
but who can help.. i had done many thingz to hurting u right?
i am BAD.. very BAD
no one will be w0rse than me,, 0k?
i don't ever change even someone told me to.. i was crazy
u kn wt? everytime i l00k at u and found out that u are going out with other guy
u kn wt i feel?
wtever.. i think there hv no one care.. i suck
the first day don;t hv mood to go outside hv lunch and finally stay at school to waiting someone to buy f0r me
really the first time.. c0z i l0ve going out there><
i want to cry at lunch.. but i didn't g0t a hug
i miss bb s0 much/3\
stay at school after school.. kind 0f runing out 0f sth
i don't want to face any thingz... can i just hv a sleep and f0rget anything else?
ya i kn i CAN'T.. although i can hadle it` i really don't want to
i am stupid,, right?
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDS!
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