w0w one year already..

actually i want to say i hvn't image that we can last one year

everytime when we pass one month i will say this><

anywayz.. is really happy

but bb went to hospital in 23/02/2009

and we just chat f0r a whlie...

then argument again!!!! wt the hell-_-

sigh.. bb seemz scolding me at that time

although he said he just want to let me kn...><

my cell phone had just brough to repair..

and i hv to use the old phone.. the nokia

read many old msg and many old memory appear

bb said he won't let me feel sad again but finally..

naning's happened.. is he really care 0f my feeling?

sometimez i really woder 0f this..

last night chat with bb on skype*v*

i said that i don't want to live with my family...

then bb said he will live with me,, honestly i had feel happy of that

but i kn that won't happen.. even we can't go on a trip together

especially we are n0t at the same school n0w..

bb always say our future n0w.. although i don't really think that will happen..

listen to it still make me feel happy

at least i can feel that he carez me.. m0re than b4

sometimez i really want bb's mum and dad kn our relationship

then we no nd to afriad to meet his relative while we are dating..

but i kn he won't tell them.. suck!!

becoming crazy 0f the work.. and i am s0 lazy

the workz just let me want to run away from them.V. gosh

n0w everything just seemz perfect to me.. beside the school stuff><

if i can control my life just like "click".. wt will happen next?

going to read my old memoriess

back here soom

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just nd someday to fly my way