g0sh!

i really didn't type anything in this blog f0r a long time

hey. i am thinking 0f..

i l0ve bb s0 much. 0r i never l0ve him?

this really make me confuse..

sometimez i really want bb stay beside me

but sometimez.. >< i don't kn

maybe i just nd a human that can always chat with me.

and promise me that he/ she won't leave me alone.

my fd should kn that.. i am n0t the one who nd f0rever.

but at least, i want to hv a hug when i nd it..

say thousand "miss you" is n0t equal as a hug

l0ve the one who in oversea is excited,

but n0t feel safe>< especially i am a girl

don't really like to wait.

i kn.. bb is mine*v*

and i should l0ve him and wait f0r him.. i really did

haha still remember that jes said i am the one like to live together but n0t marry

i don't kn the answer..

i just kn that i really want to go on a trip with bb,

maybe i just want to give him a chance to make up the naning thingz

0r maybe i really want to depend on him, sth like that

i want a time that we really stick together.. i mean stay together

even 2 dayz 0r 2 monthz. i don't really care

but really want to share some moment with him

bb is going to TOR n0w.

i came home at 1830 and want to chat with him.

but just chat f0r 5 minz then he said he hv to go wth-0-

y i hv to wait f0r him? suck.

hate to wait, tired with it!.V.

i really want i am the one who leave hk and go somewhere to study.

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h0ld.