今天在補習社在練習最前一頁

                                                                                                       發現那心靈抗生素

                                                                                            「     我們的心永遠向前憧憬

                                                                                                       儘管活在陰沉的現在

                                                                                                           一切都是暫時的

                                                                                                                  轉瞬即逝

                                                                                                        而那逝去將變為可愛    」

                                                                                                           我二話不說便抄下來

                                                                                                                 可惜最後一頁

                                                                                                         卻寫著我認同的一段話

                                                                                                        「        真誠的人死了

                                                                                                              虛偽的人卻活了下去     

                                                                                                                    熱情的人死了

                                                                                                               冷漠的人卻繼續生存

                                                                                                           這個世界是個怎麼樣的世界?

                                                                                                              我們是否還應存有希望?      」

                                                                                                                           沒有錯

                                                                                                           熱情的人已死得七七八八

                                                                                                                 我把人也看得複雜了

                                                                                                                          無可否認

                                                                                                                     我就如朋友所說

                                                                                                                    是個心機很重的人

                                                                                                                  可能是因為太過理性

                                                                                                                      但我已熬了五年

                                                                                                                              這五年

                                                                                                                           表面是返學

                                                                                                                 事實上是忙碌得像上班族

                                                                                                           希望其實一直都在我們的手心當中

                                                                                                                          此刻曾經捉緊過

                                                                                                                             人生是灰的

                                                                                                                        曾經被希望照亮過

                                                                                                                                   我想

                                                                                                                        我絕望也絕得甘心