i tell you all...
i am really upset
Maybe it is because of the things happen these day...
but maybe it is because of none of them
i dont know what i could do...but really feeling not good
i wanna hurt myself to make me feel better..but of cause actually i haven't do any
maybe just wanna cry...but no tears is allowed
is there anybody can help me a little?maybe a little is all right to me
whats wrong with me??i dont know..dont know and dont know
He..my father..maybe he is just care of me..
but..i think he shouldn't use this way to care..
He always thinks he is so clever..maybe..but something he has never had is that
the knowlege to care somebody and not hurting them
because he is near me..so i dont know how to save myself
i dont want to say anything else or explain anything..im so tired being in front of him
uh ah...maybe something yellow can help right??
maybe..lemon tea???i have just had it..
i just wanna scream and lose control,,throw my hands up and let it go
forget about everything and runaway
i just wanna fall and lose myself,,laughing so hard it hurts like hell
forget about everything and runaway..yeah..
can i do that??
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