Ahhh!

I tolally don't know what has happened to me these days, i feel terrible about everything.I just want to cry out loud~

      The exams are starting soon and i haven't touched a book.I don't know where to start...everything is just a blurr to me.Bad things are happening to me these days (not that i care about some of them).Not really that they happened recently, but i found out about them recently.I really don't know what to do....Should i just let go?Throw all the worries behind and act like nothing has happened?Or....should i find my own happiness? God Knows What I Should Do! Not I !

   Recently, i found out that i have a fond in building things ,mechinery things ,things with gears, screws and nails .That means that i starting to love physics.And i love politics, like history(But never Chinese History)My grades are not bad,so i have the right to chose any of these subjects.But if i chose 4A, than i can't study History, and if i chose history, i can't study Phy,Chem and Bio.

                 Well then, should i stick to 4A??