Ahhh!

I tolally don't know what has happened to me these days, i feel terrible about everything.I just want to cry out loud~

      The exams are starting soon and i haven't touched a book.I don't know where to start...everything is just a blurr to me.Bad things are happening to me these days (not that i care about some of them).Not really that they happened recently, but i found out about them recently.I really don't know what to do....Should i just let go?Throw all the worries behind and act like nothing has happened?Or....should i find my own happiness? God Knows What I Should Do! Not I !

   Recently, i found out that i have a fond in building things ,mechinery things ,things with gears, screws and nails .That means that i starting to love physics.And i love politics, like history(But never Chinese History)My grades are not bad,so i have the right to chose any of these subjects.But if i chose 4A, than i can't study History, and if i chose history, i can't study Phy,Chem and Bio.

                 Well then, should i stick to 4A??

 Today was the schools Activity Day,the Athletics Team made a game stall that was about boat rowing ~Row Row Row The Boat ,Gently Down The Streem....Haha ! It was pretty fun but my ears are half deaf from sitting next to the speaker for the whole day.

   I was so pissed off yesterday cuz of Mr.Wong.While Chris and i were walking in the corrider on the ground floor Chris was puting his hand on my shouder,then Mr.Wong called for us from behind.He first asked what kind of relationship we were, and of course i told him that we were just friends,then he told me that have a boy putting his hand on my shoulder was inappropiate.I was like WHAT THE HELL!!??He said that since we were also PREFECTS, it was even more inappropriate~He made it sound like Chris raped me and i didn't careWhats wrong with this school?(Sounds more like military school to me)Anyways ,Chris and i don't really care, with my dad and his mom,it's easy peasy!!

                            AND MOST OF ALL,I"D LIKE TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT CARED FOR ME !!

                                                                                     !!   LOVE U ALL   !!

ps.HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY!!!

I had a terrible day ....

i just don't understand how that Miss.Lee could teach in our school

When we were have the group discustion thing, i was reading a book,i didn't even notice her starting the teach the text book .i tried real hard to focus and listen to what she says,but her teaching has a spell~.....Haha good thing i snaped out of it and started listening to her.In the end even after listening to her,u won't really understand what she taught !!

                                                                                   ! ! ! ! !SOS! ! ! ! ! ! 

  I was going over my books and i suddenly found my two year books from my international school,i looked back at the photos and i was like Wow~ peoples faces have changed so much.Ha..i remembered Alex and Anthony,they both sat beside me once,and it killed me.It was like you could never shut their mouths

   I also remembered having a crush on the boy in the other class.He was really good in sports and he even plays for the basketball team now.When i met him the week before he couldn't remeber me i was so sad .But to me, he's still that charming.At last he's better than the one in my class.I wonder if we could start all over again... hehe!!

  Ha~finally all the test papers are destrabuted back us and the best (to me) is always saved of the last. I got  84 out of 100 on the chinese part of Bio and 27 out of 30 in the english part.Actually the chinese mark wern't that high,but i'm still pretty satisfied~ 

  I think that out of all the papers, English was the worst, if 100 was the full mark of the paper,i would have only gotten like 8?~marks.I've got to improve my english more,it's droping...........I'm doomed.

  Now, here's the bast part.....I GOT PASS ON MY CHINESE READING PAPER!!!!! I couldn't believe it too at first (Just like you right now, i know it)i thougt that the teacher counculated the marks wrongly.But no, i actually,ACTUALLY PASSED!!!Sadly i don't think i'll pass chinese after all.

  I've got to start studing now,ether going back to Canada or staying, i've got to push my grades up.I kinda want to push myself to the limits, to see how far i could go.So all of my dearest friends,i hope that you guys would do well in the next exam(P.S.We'll go for the top tens of our grade,all of them would be 3Cs!!! 3C will ROCK man!!)good luck to all of u and best wishes!