今日係５月５日既０：５４分..
唔知點解..突然會諗起依個日記..
當我睇番我D日記既時候..我發覺我一早將依個日記係我個記憶體中完全DELETE左!
但係..我記得係因為一樣野發生左..
就係我同我既伴侶出現左一個好大既問題----信任----
可能係我以前所做既行為令到佢咁..
我唔多唔少都有D責任...
但係我係依７個月黎不斷努力去令到佢信我...聽我講...
好可惜...我都好似做唔到咁...
我有明刀明槍咁講過依D野...佢好似扮聽唔到咁....!
所以.........我唔係搵借口...!!!!!!我突然記得一個人既存在!!!!!
令我對現任伴侶有少少影響!!!~
我好清楚我同第二個係無可能....但係我都知道我同佢左咁落去都好難長久...
我好想佢明我諗嘜...但係又怕佢會諗錯隔黎~~
所以...我就記得我有依個日記......就打係到!!!!!
我係咪好衰牙!!!= =?
我唔知宜家自己想點.....只係知道....同佢一齊有一種壓力係到!!!!!
好驚佢又會幾時亂諗野...幾時發脾氣...幾時又會講分手!!!
我真係唔想左咁落去!..!
一次又係咁...兩次又係咁~~~~真係好辛苦!!!
我為我同佢既將來努力...佢就破壞我同佢之間既關係....
唉!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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