i have finished my science test today

i am quite hapi of that

i hope i can get more than 80%

on has received the letter from school

it told her parents that she get in the top maths class

i want to be her

i hope i also can get in lar...

but my parents havn't come bk home

hopefully..............................pls

i think i did my best in that test

although i told all of my friends that i don't care can i get in or not

but actually i really want to get in

i want to have a better result than the Thai people

i thought they good at every thing

both of them got high marks in every subject..........

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i hope mum will call me tonight and tell me that i get in that class><

um....i think tomorrow i can get my History test bk

i thought i can get a better marks than before .......

hopefully.........................

2 weeks later i will be in hk

i hope i have good time between these 2 weeks

next week all the year 9 will go to camp for a whole week

n year 10 no need to go to school after exams

i m so alone next week.../.

eat lunch by my self..........

=.="

the events that i talk about today....

are all wishes......

this must be the most interesting weekend for me

on friday night we had year 8 performances

althoug that is quite boring for me but i also like it

on saturday i went out to box hill with Grace and her aunt

i bought some snacks

and we came bk and had bike riding

it was so fun

we went down the stairs

it was so exciting

today i do the science test revision

then we go out to school and riding bike again

when i go down the stairs   

i crushed on the wall

shit.....so painful

but i didn't hurt

ok.....weekend is goning to finish

after 2 weeks, i will go bk to hk

today i was hurted by a news from vivienne

it make me cry in my heart

this is the worest lunch that i ever had

but i need to pretent normal

i don't want anyone to know that what me i thinking about

suddenly miss my parents

this  kind of thing have happened to me once

but it happened again

i don't think today is a good day for me

after lunch when i go into the toilet

i can hear someone is crying but there have no body inside

it scared me

now i have religion

i went into the computer room

it is so hot

i told Waan to turn on the air-conditioner

but i think she turn the wrong thing on

i think she turn the heater on

it is hotter than before

today vivi has gone out with her friends in the orning

me..........

get up at 10 and what Alice until lunch

after lunch i do my textile homework

beading><"

so funny

then i go to school and ride bicycle with mary

it is so tired for me

we ride dwn to the farm and ride up

i ded after i ride up><

the desert is really good

ok...tonight i m going to do rivision lar

yesterday night i just like do my essay very hard for nearly 2 hours

after that someone tell me that i can't use i in essay so i need to undo it

ai.........

last night i watched the mummy wuth vivi

it is quite funny

just 15 minutes past

i have finished my english spelling test

i failed..........

i got 5.5/13

although the test is not includ in the report but i don't know why i am so angry

i think because i have done the revision quite hard

and i don't know that the teacher will read out the sentances 

then i need to write the words out.......

shit....i know how to spell them all

but i m not sure about the meaning of the words....

lucky there only have 11 words 

these few days

i just feel i want to kill my self