近排唔知點解我覺得傷心......
傷心到日日都好想喊咁......
只係覺得想有人係我喊個陣有人會安慰我、陪我........
不過我諗都冇咩可能ga喇.......
因為我想個個"人"佢都唔會鍾意我ge.......
對我黎講"佢"係我係KC第1個我會鍾意ge人.......
不過我諗我地係冇可能ge.........(傷心)
E+對我黎講只要我一鍾意人就會覺得好痛苦.......(唔只我一個)
所以我之前先同自己講中一唔好咁快鍾意人.....
但係原來都唔得ge......感情e樣野唔係話得就得唔得就唔得ga喇........
真係搞到我好苦惱+好煩.........
我真係唔知自己係唔係鍾意佢.......不過我只係覺得我好想知佢係邊......
好想見到佢姐......但係我鍾意佢個隻又唔係好深個種.......
真係唔知點算好喇,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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今日係個周會到我到有個好感人ge故事.......
係個個"阿爸同佢個仔"ge個故事.......
雖然我唔知係唔係真ge.......不過我真係覺e個故事真係好感人.......
周會個陣個牧師話邊個係相信耶穌ge就企起身.......
我本來真係唔咁起身ga......不過最後都係企左起身......
當時我睇左個"人"有冇企係到.......
個陣佢仲冇ga.......不過我之後見到佢企左起身牙......
個陣我真係好開心下.....唔知點解我覺得佢一企係到個一刻就覺得好開心.......(我好似好傻)
係e個周會裡我都覺得好傷心......因為我係到諗緊"佢"......
但係又唔知點解好.......更加唔知應唔應該鍾意佢好......真係覺得好矛盾牙........
近排好少見到佢.......我希望日日都可以見到佢喇.........
