第一樣野就係好耐冇寫過日記喇...幾日都好忙...緊係啦..c.t wor...

一提起c.t就喊喇...今日test maths--{

平時做咁多數...琴晚我唔識ge野問哂我個fd...(用左差唔多兩個鐘)今朝再remind返d memory{--''

個個recess都不斷溫...溫到其他堂都冇心機上...到lunch都要帶埋份notes出去睇...

結果去到第9堂...都好有信心..覺得test唔會好難姐...因為咩都問到識為止...

但係偏偏題目改左少少..我就唔識做...完全諗唔到...我都唔知點解...

放左學..仲要去見miss 許...果時ge心情係down哂lor**我諗呢幾日都會係咁down...{--''

而且我勁對唔住個fd lor**用左咁耐時間...咁多心機教我...結果都係咁...''

我勁內疚...唔知同佢講d乜...唯有幫佢補下d eng lor**

返到屋企...就同牙媽講唔合格啦...佢冇出聲...果時我ge心情仲比原本down多一倍...我就勁喊..喊到收唔到..

因為佢對我ge期望好高...而且仲有一個人...果個就唔多提啦,,,(我學校ge)

另外都有好多人(koma..etc.)叫我俾心機讀書ge{--''

所以我咁樣...令大家都好失望...

我從未試過因為達唔到自己要求而喊><...{--''

我都係因為入左a班先係咁...之前係e班都唔會ge..唔合格米唔合格lor**冇乜所謂

但係到今時今日...就完全唔同哂喇...我為左乜呢..?

e+ maths果份test就唔合格啦...搞到我最好果科都冇哂信心(eng){--''

我都唔知點搞喇...唉...仲話幫人補下wor**都唔知教唔教到佢牙~(盡自己能力啦...佢都唔差ge...){--''

愈來愈覺得自己好冇用...而且都唔想係呢間學校讀...雖然佢對我好姐...但係又點wor??

有咩可以忘記呢d野..?放棄一切,,,??界手,,,??定係點呢..?有冇人可以話我知..?