依家係15的夜間2點哦...剛剛好失常咁係個電話度喊左出來...好久冇喊了...喊到現在..都喊根...因為好掛住姨公喊..因為kame喊...因為jin喊...因為你喊....因為食唔到藥喊....好多個因為...喊都咁樣..喊到唔可以收回了...喊可以喊左幾個鍾頭.....我咩都可以喊...被人話兩句罵兩句我都係會喊...每一日都要好左住自己..唔可以喊唔可以喊.....返到屋企先返到屋企先...
覺得自己好冇用好失敗...好對唔住阿爸阿媽....唔知道自己想點...好對唔住姨公...更加對唔住姨婆....姨公死左對我地來講係一個重要大擊......死左一年好多時間都好想去搵你...但又怕去左陪你變係你陪我law...我唔想你因為我喊你又喊...大家其實每一個人都會好好好想念姨公...每一個人都唔想依樣野發生....第4個啦...好快的過多幾年第5個去了....每一個死....其他人都可好唔想...但係依d野可以唔諗ma~?
至從上年一月之前同之後真的明顯被人一個感覺就係咩都好cc但但...咩都冇所謂....自己又經常做錯野...其實講真...我連自己都好討厭自己..何況你地?你地都好討厭我呢...會考咩都唔用腦....個時日日係度喊...你地話溫得入ma...每一樣令自己唔開心的事都唔想去諗....想自己開心..咩都放係個心度..咩都唔同朋友講...唔同屋企人講...對住每一個人都係要笑..唔想你地擔心...唔想你地因為我~依搞到大家都唔開心....依家日日都返學就高潮..返到屋企自己一個人就低潮..日日都係咁...每一日的情緒都係一樣...冇咩變化....咩都將d唔開心的事鬱係個心到....自己有想同你地講我咩事..但係真係好難開口哦..怕煩到你地...怕耍你地擔心我....唔想因為咁傷害到你地哦....我係好有問題架...日日都好唔正常咁過....好得人驚咁成日精神分裂....我知道鍾意左一個人係好易..但係叫你去放棄就係真的好難....好想去放棄...但係每一次都係咁去放棄...都係做唔到~!!
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may: 你唔好因為佢而唔開心啦...
只係覺得..你真係鍾意佢..為佢好...
就唔好諗咁多壞個方面的東東啦....開開心心咁同佢一齊過...
希望你地分開過...識珍貴就好了....
sherry :想見你又見唔到....唔係我唔被你見哦...係你唔得閒哦....
請快d有空吧....你個朋友仔(我).....就快死啦~~~!!
yume : "對心理同健康都唔好架.........分擔..有時係一種情緒分享...."
依家我真的好煩呀!~!!!!搞到個身體...
被之前差左真係好多好多哦....依年真的好易病....
心理更加唔使講啦.....一日被一日唔好..唔知自己想點@~@
carman: 學左你啦....係日記係咁打..個心情好了一點哦..你就快搬law...
下次有空..我要去新家玩一玩o~!!!哈哈~!!
kab: 你快d睇下carman啦..佢真係同我一樣就快唔開心到死law...
我咩都唔知..唔可以help到佢..
但係我都好擔心佢...因為一個男仔而搞到依家咁哦...
carol leepl :下星期唔該...我要借你地個人來....我要one on one咁講野呀..
今日所講...係對住佢好唔開心...
但係又真係好怕冇左佢哦....點算呀~!!!
brian: 我唔知你係電話到...想我講咩被你聽哦....我真係唔知....唔係講笑...
不過今次真係唔該唔該...~!! |