I think no one want to be a decoration. If you think you are it that menas you just a little person and you are not important for him already. You are may or may not be needed.

I had told myself I will not give any chances make me to be a decoration. It is very absurd, becuase I think I just is a decoration in his hreat. I am very angry to have this feeling. I think i am a fool becuase I believe his promise, I wait for him, I changed my self for him. Yeah we are student and we must study for our exam, but is it use one min to send me a sms is so diffcult too?? For me it is not but for you" I do not know" . All thing maybe will game over from now. All the bad feeling  gather together when you did not any times to solve it. you make me very loss hope. My best friend said that is very regretted. But I do not know what can I do already. He did not to care about what am I say to him yet.....

I am so tired to wait you.........