I think no one want to be a decoration. If you think you are it that menas you just a little person and you are not important for him already. You are may or may not be needed.

I had told myself I will not give any chances make me to be a decoration. It is very absurd, becuase I think I just is a decoration in his hreat. I am very angry to have this feeling. I think i am a fool becuase I believe his promise, I wait for him, I changed my self for him. Yeah we are student and we must study for our exam, but is it use one min to send me a sms is so diffcult too?? For me it is not but for you" I do not know" . All thing maybe will game over from now. All the bad feeling  gather together when you did not any times to solve it. you make me very loss hope. My best friend said that is very regretted. But I do not know what can I do already. He did not to care about what am I say to him yet.....

I am so tired to wait you.........

I had a very nice dinner with my two best friend in "Pizza Hut". I enjoy it so much. We chated all thing in the dinner. Inculding feeling life, school life, interesting thing ........ Times always  is run aways when we are chatting. After the dinner we went to the other place to have some sweetmeal.  Then we chat again.... We had dated when we have dinner and action together. I will make this dinner by myself when we after the swimming... I think they all will very enjoy it.

Originaly we dated to go to shopping on Saturday. But I canceled it. Because I want to stay at home to study and take a rest. 

Thank you for you - Mido...  I had to received your card ...  I like it so much....

 Today my computer teacher to reprove me why I do not know how to typing with chinese. Then he siad if I do not how to trping with chinese in the exam I will fail. OMG... Who can teach me how to tying with it. I must typing it very skilled before I have computer exam( count down 5 days) .  I can not give up...

 Thank you for Charmmy with me to go to see doctor.

This set T- shirt is charmmy and me to design it . hehe~  I  can not wear binikin again but I think I can wear this T -shirt.

Always busy busy.... I can not have any free time to take break.  So I am sick now and my look is very very bad. Because I do not have any mood to dress up.  My exam is coming soon.  I must study hard.

Thuesday (8/1) ----------- English Listening
Friday (11/1) ----------- English Oral
Monday (14/1) ---------- Computer + Business Commumication
Tuesday (15/1) ---------- Financial Accounting
Weduesday (16/1) ----------- Business Law
Thurday (17/1) ---------- Cost Accounting
Firday ( 18/1) -----------  Infromation Technology Applications in Accounting + Economies

Charmmy send the web site to me http://nounaimaker.com/ 

This is my brain...                                         This is his brain....

Yesturday, Chrammy was came to my home. Then I helped her to make something is about the design. hehe~ I will tell you all 3 or 4 days later what is tihs. It is very beautiful.  My high school teacher has call me to go to attend school which is for design when I was Form 3 student. But I did not to care about it.  If I do not like Accounting this subject I can have the other chances whoch is Design. Moreover, my aunt called me to help she to do the report. At night, my mother called me to take a lesson ( maths) after the school for my sister. when i went to sleep it was 12:00p.m already.

On Firday, I had  dated Roy had a lunch. But I can not match his time so it was canceled again. He was came back from Canada two time in 2007. But I did not find him becuse my time is not match his time. I am so sorry. I know he need to go back Canada for study. I hope you can have a success in Canada. Keep going for your study.  See you ~

On Thurday, my mother went to travel again =.=". I just alone to stay at home. Then do all the housework =.=" and cooked the dinner.  My cousin to call on me to join the BBQ party on Next Sunday.  I think if I have time I must go to join it.

On Wednesday, Today is my frist day to go to school in 2008.  I do not want to woke up in the morning becuase  the weather is very cold (10C) and I am so tired in hold hoilday. So I want to sleep more time.  But I still to woke up early. I have a lesson at 8:30a.m at school so I need to woke up at 6:00 a.m.  My body to feel a lose when I came back home. OMG!!!

 Happy Birthday to you - Korkmaz  kocam

 I hope you can have a  very nice year,
be  happy everytime,
be a  strong man to hug me,
finish your school so fast
and you can have your success

 Seni seviyorm