I don't know why I want to type in english today. I know that the grammar must be wrong. But I think you can understand it. I am so lazy that I went to bed without studying anything last night. I know that if I continue do that, I may not graduate. But I can't do anything to stop my laziness. Can anyone help me. I haven't continued to keep my NO.2 in science class. And I don't want to lose my NO.1 in my class either. What can I do? Everyone near me is working hard. They all worry their future. But I just mark time. I am so ashamed when I see my classmates who work so hard in order to get into a good university. I have decided something but I also think that I will change it anytime. I am too stupid and useless to study in this school. My no.1 is just for my luck. Why anyone also have their aim, but I still waste my time to watch the television, play the computer games or sleep. I feel so bad. Today morning woke up at four o'clock. After studying some pages of comprehension, I fell asleep and woke up again at 7 a.m. That's so late for me to study. I quickly scan the note of algebra(MATHS). I just give up the new maths. That's so dangerous for me. I think this is the first time that I study so little to go exam. Although we have three class to finish the MATHS, I didn't have enough time also. But I roughly know how to calculate. That's so lucky. Perhaps this luck make me so lazy now. Having three minutes left, I scan the "facial" verbs immediately. But my short-term memory did not succeed. I think the english is no so bad, that makes me so happy. Maybe I am just satisfied with this little success. How can I become like this?? ai... | 
