In fact, I am really weak at writing essay in English or Chinese as logical thinking in my life is rarely appeared.  Messy can be the word that I am with.  If you tell me to be critical thinking about something, I would ask you what critical thinking is.  For me, an emotion conscious person, it is difficult to make a logical judgement on things.  However, what a tragedy for me is that essay writing is compulsory for university student to finish and it should be minimum in 1500 words.  It kills me with the deadline today at 18:00 and I have no ideas about how I can writing about the topic and I am tired of doing such boring work!  Unluckily, I have marker rendering assignment deadline on monday and it should be started and needs long time to be finished.  Cat god bless me!!!