今日成點半先考試...所以上午都係溫書喇...仲係不停咁背緊野喇....行到邊...都背一背...去toilet又背...拎野又背....又時係咁抄抄抄...抄係我本a/c死亡筆記到....一直係咁....直到11點半先出去食飯....開門之前...我都背一背先....背好曬先出去
出到去...都係叫返個飯喇..之後都係到勁寫死亡筆記喇....之後撞一個女仔...上過一次堂..見過幾次都冇問佢個名..因為lee個女仔係唔靚ga....之後又同vicki係到玩$喇...玩左一陣就走囉...要行去試場囉....
去到又係要等,等個時咪隊野飲喇...等左陣就入去考喇....今日唔係坐106喇...係坐193呀....因為咁後..冇人咩人坐....周圍好空呀....之後睇一睇份試卷喇...大鑊...我唔記得曬d math點計呀!....點解有d問題未睇過ga...我驚左一驚..之後再黎一個驚兩驚...之後唔理咁三七二十一定九九八十一呀...識做就做唔識做都做喇...做完check左幾check....早走左10分鐘到喇...
之後走個時真係好想喊呀....真係好唔開心呀....唔開心左好耐呀我...直至返到屋企......其實想打電話架...不過都唔知打俾邊個好...又冇人同我傾到計....算喇...我都覺得我係一個令人開心ga人黎..所以唔係好想同人share d唔開心ga野....
返到屋企...一個人上網..上左 陣...個唔開心ga感覺..就好似蒸氣咁消失.....以前..我考完試通常都唔會理架...就算會考..我都唔會有lee種感覺..個人大左...心境好似弱曬..冇左以前個個...火中燒...而家成日都似熄左咁....個身體又驚凍喎....都唔似以前ga....變好唔都緊要...唔好變壞呀...唉....
之後就開始溫書...背下,睇下,諗下咁喇.....因為我5點先開始讀..好快就dinner喇...今日中午呀...俾人話我只係識煮麵呀...我話你知..就算我真係識麵...我煮ga麵都係另類ga....唔係個d平民手法,大眾煮法呀....我煮ga野係好特別特別ga....哼.....
煮完就再溫書喇...10點幾個時..又d唔開心又返黎喇....我諗返今日同中午話我唔靚仔d野...其實我不嬲都唔介意d人話我唔靚仔...咁係事實黎架嘛..但係有少介意...佢話我邊到唔靚仔囉...我想架咩...我個想個樣老架咩....我想個口大成個陳奕迅咁架咩....唉......我真係唔係好介意..但又唔使咁講呀嘛...
之後又諗下其他野....唔開心接種而黎....唉.......