may be this is the best way to solve this problem

can't do anymore,

the soul is gone,

can't find anymore,

In my life,

there were two guys who enliven my teenager's life,

I won't forget that two guys,

you help me so that I can feel the pain,

you make me brave,

you make my soul disappear,

no pain,no happiness,

Hope I will never see you again,

In my heart,

you are gone,

you are gone..........

gone...........

please never talk about him again,

help me....

please help me....

I must not fail,

because the bet is my soul

I have lost a soul of mine,

I can lose it,

the soul can disappear,

but

it can't die......

please....please.......please help me...

never talk about him