oh my goodness.....my nevigation days finally finished.....

im so bloody tired......

i had choir practice today first period....

mrs. arnold told us to sing 'broken strings'

im singing the higher part,

here is some words from 'broken strings',

oh, it tears me up, i try to hold on bt it hurts too much,

i try to forgive bt its not enough.....

to make it all okay,

you can play our broken strings, you can't feel anything,

that ur heart don't want to feel, i can tell u something that ain't real....

all the truth hurts and lies worse, how can i give anymore?

when i love u a little less than before....

when i heard this part, i cried....

all of that is my feelings....

bt seriously, i can't even believed that,

he would did this to me...

and actually, my heart is really really hurt.....

i trusted him, i trusted him that he won't leave me...

bt...... honestly, he doesn't love me anymore.....

during easter holidays.....

i feel really really upset....

on sunday, i went and ask him why( because i know wht happened and i want him to tell me the truth),

he didn't tell me....

at the end, i snape him.....

becoz i feel really disapointed at him...

i can't believe he did this to me....

i seriously can't face the truth....