somebody asked me,

like the me before,

dnt like the me now....

why will u like that?

can u change it back?

i can say,

no i cant becoz i cant get over that thing

i knew its six weeks ago,

bt, still, coz he hurt me so much....

this thing, i'll never ever forgot,

i'll remember that hw u cheat me well and bad

bt i had a long and good memories from u...

seriously i do

when i saw one of my friends qooza blog,

she said she worried about her boyfriend will dump her one day,

so i said to her,

i know ur feelings now coz i feel it before,

bt dnt worry, just trust him.

and after i said that things to her....

until now, them two together for about year and a half....

like me before...

missed that feelings ..

missed him a lot...

everytime i saw him,

cant forget the thing that he did to me....

bt i still like him a bit....

coz i take that relationship seriously....

bt he didn't....

and he didn't told me....

everytime i saw him,

i just walk away and change all my happy mood to sad mood...

want to get out of here....

so that i dnt hv to see his face and make me feel sad again....

the thing im gonna to do now is....

cry,cry,cry....

and continue crying until i feel happy again....

hope everyone understand my feelings now....

4 weeks to go then i can go back to hong kong....

looking forward ^ ^