好攪笑....我成日都比人話我身體唔好....做咩重要走去食煙呀~!?想死快d呀~~!?"自己唔珍惜自己....叫人地點珍惜你呀~~!?"呢句....係我最好既朋友呀ken同我講過....我一直記住....但係我就一直冇去做....因為我都同佢講...."我屋企唔係一個家.....都唔知係講話呢個都唔係屋企....只係暫時比你住既地方.......出面....多數都係一d唔多好既朋友....教你做壞既事多過好事......加上我鍾意既人...都唔明白我.....唔會去了解我......我想搵個朋友傾計都冇個得.....冇個明白到我心想講咩......我而家得最好...加以前既..都係得4個....第一個就係呀ken你....第二個係秋明....雖然唔多同你講到計...但係你會聽我講....最但你唔會話我煩.....第三係雞雞......最後一個係你....doris......我諗最清楚我屋企人既係雞雞....因為佢好多時會上黎一齊玩.......而我出街...我多數都會搵doris同秋明.....呀ken而家就小搵左好多......"
我都唔係好明....點解自己係唔好好珍惜自己.....其實個原因係.....我一直都係傷害既生活之中.....因為我之前係一個女仔身上....用得太多真心啦......我好唔開心......同佢散左個2個月....我一直好似得個身軀...人地叫我,係冇回應....有時重會玩介手.....我諗冇人會好似我咁白痴,玩介手係介一下圍住手臂.....而家...重有小小痛...哈哈...係咪好白痴呀......之後我唔係第3個月好返又或者係同第二個人拍拖冇事....而係一直都冇面對過....一直係逃避....唔想諗....唔想再記起.....因為我唔想再有一次咁樣比人傷害左....so....之後個個同我拍拖既女仔.....都冇個拍到過2個月.....最快...我諗係16小時....我唔係花心......我只係唔想做受傷既人.....更加唔想令對方受傷........因為我知對方一直冇心係我個到....我只好選擇離開.......
我而家鍾意既女仔.....我諗佢一定知道....一定會睇...因為我會比呢個日記比佢....就算我唔比...我諗佢都會有方法知道.......因為佢會為我而去改變......令相方都好開心.........
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