haha,,今日都唔知算係開心定係傷心也><

today放左學之後,,就過蝴蝶灣bbQ,,真係好開心也!!

我,,rain,,亞瑩,,亞敏,,雞雞,,亞儀就過去落沙灘玩注先,,

玩左1陣之後,,細欣,,心如,,亞賢,,就黎埋lu,,

但係唔見亞餡同大麻成,,

之後我好緊張咁叫心如幫我打比亞餡問佢係邊,,

但佢又唔聽電話,,嗚...之後,,亞賢叫我搵爐,,我不知幾開心,,

因為我1定會搵返[50]號爐,,因為呢個爐,,呢個位置,,果種感覺

衣然仲留返係果到,,我好想2次同佢bbQ都係同1個爐,,

希望大家都可以記返呢個回憶,,但最後,,只係我1個深深咁記注,,

可能佢已經忘記左la,,唉...過埋今日之後,,

就3個月見唔到佢喇,,我唔知呢3個月我會點捱,,點過,,

我又唔知自己係米仲會咁愛佢,,我真係唔知呀''

我好想同自己講,,我亞PING做得到,,可以忘記呢個人,,

唔通我為佢既負出,,佢真係見唔到,,

我為佢流既淚,,真係可以扮唔知,,扮睇唔到!?

唔通....佢要1路拖拖拉拉落去,,佢要等我慢慢咁死心!?

我怕我做唔到也,,我1路以為只要有負出,,就1定有收穫,,

但原來係錯ge,,我好想搵野做,,我好想用工作去逃避同埋麻醉自己去忘記佢呀''

我唔想面對呢個事實也,,呢個事實太殘酷喇''

你係我第1個愛得最深既人,,又係傷得我最深既人呀><

你知唔知呀,,我冇你講得咁堅強呀,,無論1個人點堅強都好,,

都唔會永遠堅強,,佢都有軟弱既時候呀,,

我撐唔到喇,,我就快崩潰喇><''我好想好好咁享受下戀愛既感覺呀,,

我既感情唔係話開就開,,話關就關架,,我都唔係比你咁控制架''