it isnt the best day

i dont know the reason

i just feel like i am not in mode

but i knew that my g.10 life will be super busy !!!

compitition , duties , blahblahblah

i like miss lila and mr.luke very much ..

they are kinda nice and fun .

guys into him too :D ha-ha-ha!!!

whatever . hope tmr wil be a better day !

 I miss you .

yesterday night.
i have a great chat with chris
she's one of my improtant friend
and we chat abt B M and A
i told chris tht i wana get over B and start with M
B isnt a good boy . he wont think before he talk .
i luv him , i even totally crash on him .
but i dont wana stay in this relationship anymore
M is older than him . sweeter than him. ever more handsome than him
no matter what.
i dont wana date anymore
somehow its mean nothing
i do love him or i did love him .
it still need to figure it out .
 

today.
a very good day
i just feel like i cant be happy without busy .
its the only day tht i dont have any lesson .
although its really relax.
but i keep thinking of the things tht have already gone
brother.england
and i have been to shatin to buy funiture for new house.
very glad tht i finally can move to a bigger house with 3 rooms
mum also bought me a double bed .
thanks mum .
i can have my own room . own bed. own table .
it should be happy .
but i aint .
howcome .
whats wrong with me .?

Tmr.
tmr is my dearest melanie birthday ,
i will date mel and chris

you know what . the most expensive things tht i earn from its summer is all of the relationship ..
i've got the best feeling in this summer . i've also got the worest feeling either .