Hi all I am new to this community.

Summer is coming (has already come) and all girls are longing for a slimmer body. Me too, although I am not young to call myself a girl. In many ppl's eyes I am slim. but no one knows my body well enough than myself. i don't look fat but i got a big belly plus strong thighs. i have been running for a year or so. i run an hour once a week. (i know that's not much). today i deciced to change a little bit, i went to swim.

i haven't been swimming for approx 2 years that i almost forgot how to! it took me 30 mins to warm up and retrieve my memory how to breath. haha but it was fun. when i was swimming, pieces of memories came to me; that when i was still a little girl my parents brought me to swimming pool... my dad taught me how to swim... my mom swam with me and my sis... i really miss the old time. now i am old. i feel my joints hurt a little after a while of swimming. that makes me kind of sad coz i know my parents are even older that they won't be able to swim with me once more. 

time flies. my parents have done so much for me and what i have done to them? i wish i can let them know that i love them too. but it's too heavy to say, too hard to write it out. love is a feeling. i really hope they know i love them. i hope to make them pround.... 

father's day is coming but i don't know if i am able to say happy father's day to my dad. or if he ever cares to listen to what i have to say.