請左一日annual leave後返工既日子.............原來係如此辛苦...........
所有既urgent工作.........全部都堆埋係呢一日.............
一整個上午...........要幫gm秘書個邊整野..........又要prepare下午個test...........
做到連lunch都食唔到............面對杯麥皮........忍唔住竟然喊左出黎........
我從來冇諗過我竟然會為返工而喊 ..............
同事問點解..........真係唔知點答...........我都覺得自己好白痴.............
但我真係好亂.......亂到唔知做緊咩........亂到諗唔到野.......亂到好擔心........
個刻既我真係勁大壓力 ........... 真係忍唔住呀 =[
lunch過後................一時淡忘左啲悲傷 ...............幫手去做test...............
好可惡既 test ..........8個candidates ...足足浪費左我一整個下午既時間....................
所有手頭上既工作.............都要為左呢個test停哂..................
做唔到離職 ......... 約唔到interview ...........出唔到ad ................
幫唔到 gm 秘書做野................所有野都堆埋左一舊.........................
等到個test完成.........serve完個班candidates............都已經6點..............
同事都陸續放工走人...................個刻既我.............
突然又唔知做咩............勁想喊.........當然唔止係"想"........真係喊左啦...........
.................................................一直到走............到撘地鐵
到返到屋企................我d眼淚仲不斷流出來................我可能真係痴左線呀............
沿途見到我喊既人..........一定以為我"為情所困"啦.......
但我冇咁好彩...........我只係俾d更唔值得我喊既事浪費左我啲眼淚..........
真係冇鬼用....................唉...........下星期返工點見人呀 =[ |