2005 年 11 月 22 日  星期二  

今日放學..安少佢響mk個邊等我..*跟住陪我去睇醫生..*

睇完之後出左(箭)咀...嘩..*有件adidas既褸..勁令..但800幾..*唔捨得買= =*

安少見我係咁望住見褸..佢走左入去買= =*送比我..話當生日禮物..haha* 多謝你^^..*

響周生生行過馬路既時候..見到家樂=0=..o ..*令仔左..*電返直個頭..*冇爆炸狗..haha*

佢見到我..* 問我係咪改左電話..* 我話係..*跟住我比返電話佢^^..*

之後我地就去左好mk到搵大飛個班..* 我見到hoho呀..*勁開心..*

開頭我都見唔到..*佢叫..* 瑤瑤..*嘩..一見到佢真係想攬佢..*haha..*

不過都冇..但佢鍚左我一啖=vvv=*haha..* 我問佢去邊...佢話搵佢條仔..*

跟住就走左lu..* 我今日打鼓...*竟然連we are都打唔到..*真係hurt..*

跟住我地落左bar..* 大飛拎左粒five仔出黎..*叫我試下..*嘩= =..*好爆..*

迷到我想訓覺= =*.............*痴線的...* 但爆左半個鐘到..*勁快散..*

聽阿DEE講..話樂銘而家做IT*..叻仔^^..仲要升左職^^..*好棒=v=*

唔怪得知啦..*成兩個星期冇打比我..haha*..* 今日本身諗住落新之城..但冇落到..*

而家鍾意去好mk多d..* =v=* .......* 返家姐屋企個陣..*同安少..BC..*經過cyber*

不過我太累..又唔多舒服..所以都冇入到去..* 響門口見到我細佬@@..*

原來佢都上家姐屋企= =* 而家細佬仲未上黎..唉..好悶 / . \ ...*

聽日唔洗返學..呵..*=v=∼*... 聽日又有得去shopping喇=v=*

大哥d黑錢到手喇..haha* yo佢比錢..等我去IT買衫先> <*

2005 年 11 月 22 日  星期二  

=.=終於同姐夫飲完喇..* 又high多左位five..* 一路飲我一路咳咳=.=又係咁食煙..*

=0=呀...刷幾次牙仔都唔掂呀..= =...* 頭先同家姐同姐夫落左一落cyber..就係咁所以high多左粒five = =*

擺命..* 見到九記..*阿安少個班野..* 個個一見到我..係咁瑤呀瑤..又瑤姐又成= =* fuckfuck地= =*

又話好掛住我=0=..*痴.........* 跟住我同佢地講左兩句..*我走左去bar台到飲左兩杯..*

hee..沛哥哥都響到..*同佢係咁傾係咁傾..* 跟住突然有幾條仔行過黎..*

問我有冇仔..呢d境..緊係冇仔都話有仔啦..*佢地問我拎電話..

比左之後我就同一個男仔響到飲酒..佢個樣幾好..幾欺文..個feel好乖..*點知........= =

勆突然叫我同佢爆房..*痴的= =*我即刻行去安少到..* 安少問我..做咩..?

我話個男仔叫我同佢爆房= =*.. 跟住安少沖埋去打柒個男仔=0=.o哂..*

就係呢個時候..*我見到 二哥同細佬= =* 佢地都落左黎cyber..*搞到呢..好似一家人落d咁..*

我二哥攬住我係咁鍚= =..* 鍚面姐..haha..* 十仔都響到^^..*真係同二哥孖公仔黎= =* 基..*

跟住我二哥對住十仔講..*你快d講啦....怕咩羞...跟住十仔望住我..*

呢d境...緊係知道佢想溝我啦..* 十仔佢唔咁講= =*跟住我二哥一句撻埋黎話..十仔要溝你..

佢鍾意左你好耐..* 我緊係扮傻啦..*我應左句..係咩=0=..哦...* haha

跟住我地三哥出左出面..* 坐左響到..* 我二哥行開話去買野wo=0=..*

我對住十仔勁無奈..佢又唔出聲..= =..* 過左幾分鐘到.. 佢.......拖.......住.....左.........我........=0=汗

我緊係猛力縮啦..*佢唔放wo= =*我好無奈..*我叫佢..你唔好咁啦..*跟住佢話..想我今晚陪佢..*

=.=* 抽筋..*心諗..你唔好玩我啦..*我由第一次見你就當你係阿哥咁對..= =*

我應佢..*好..下次先..* 佢勁無奈=∼=..* 跟住二哥返到黎..*佢見到我地拖住左..*

佢同十仔講..得左喇??...*十仔話..唔係呀..我唔放佢咋嘛...我響到強顏歡笑= =*

我二哥係咁煩住我話..十仔有咩唔好姐..我識左佢咁耐知佢咩人..佢對女好好..*

跟住我話..咁又點姐..* 跟住同十仔同二哥落左去打機@@..*我打緊鼓個陣..*十仔佢坐我隔離..*

本身都冇野..我二哥唔知同十仔講過d咩..*十仔響我打緊鼓個陣攬住我..pk..*咁我冇理由走開嫁嘛

走開咪輸= =*唔抵屌..haha..*跟住打完個首..我同佢講..我地係fd= =*佢個樣好似好down..*

跟住走個陣..佢地送我返上家姐屋企到..響樓下個陣..*我二哥捉住我...*係咁叫..十仔..鍚啦鍚啦..*

我係咁叫= =* 十仔佢真係鍚wo=0=..嘩..* 個一刻..想死左去 =  =*好似比人強姦咁= =*

都唔知你係咪我阿哥黎嫁= =* 咁樣玩你個妹= =* 到我準備返上去個陣..*十仔話..88老婆= =啞哂=0=

我好大聲咁講..*我唔係你老婆..我未結婚嫁= =*..*唉..真可怕..* 而家雪櫃仲有好多酒= =*

好想食多粒five= =* 聽日又要睇醫生喇..咳到肺癆咁

2005 年 11 月 21 日  星期一  

同家姐條仔係咁吹酒..* 又high左兩位5仔= =* 嗚.......*

而家響家姐屋企..*佢條仔買緊酒上黎再吹..佢好似想ko我咁=0=..*

如果我唔係high左兩位5仔= =*我諗我而家唔係好辛苦...頂*=0=

想嘔想嘔= =但嘔左就飲唔到..*我今晚要貓> <*

今日返學校測驗e dog q 文 個堂野= =*我完全冇心情去做..*

我交左白卷..*咩都冇做..家樂..輝..金..佢地都幫我..金佢話轉我個名交出去..*但miss see住搞到唔得..

家樂同輝..係咁叫我打比佢地..*我咩都冇做過..真係好冇心情..*

我成堂on99咁樣...* 我同miss講...我唔識做..我要走個d野.*

miss佢話..下次唔好唔返學喇..如果你下次返齊..*下次測驗好d既話可以追到嫁..* 我笑左一笑..咁就走左*

因為..下次我都唔知自己仲會唔會好似咁..* 本身第一堂測數學..但我冇返到..*

就算返..我諗我都係交白卷...我完全唔想做野..唔想諗野..*唉..=0=..怪怪地..*

點解我會咁嫁> <我不嬲都好比心機..* 好驚每一科都唔合格..但我巳經唔再在乎..*

夠竟呢個仲係咪我自己黎..* 我今日同koko講..*我同你散左..*佢都o哂=0=..*

我話..但我冇事嫁..我巳經冇唔開心..但佢睇得出..* 我唔係..*

仲響到安慰我..* 我真係覺得自己咩都冇哂..* 我就算點..*都唔會有人理..*

koko佢真係好好..*佢係咁話鍚返我^^..*我開心嫁..* 睇得出你係真心..*=v=

>3<..* 呢兩晚係咁high野..* 我真係覺得自己完全唔似一個人..*

我好似當左high野係一種習慣..* 我今日放學同媽媽去左飲酒..而家響家姐屋企..*

我家姐安慰我果陣..*我喊左出黎..* 真係喊到我停唔到..*一諗到你地咁傷我..* 我喊得好緊要..*

唔該..* 我求你地..* 真係求你地..* 唔愛我既..唔該請走開..*我唔要同情..*

係愛就黎...* 我自問..我對仔真係唔差..* 我有我主見..差在我視乎你既地位..*

唔理你地樣衰or肥仔咩都好..愛我就溝我..我實受..*我唔再覺得我自己隻豬係到係值錢d..*

豪仔..我知你鍚我..對我好...關心我..*但我地性格真係唔岩..*

我忍你..我可以..但係fd個種..情侶果種..我真係唔得..* 唔好再為我浪費時間..*

大把人好過我..等咁耐值得咩..* 我每一次唔開心你都陪住我..*

有好多時我感動到真係想受你..* 但我知呢d衝動黎..* 你唔好再等..*

我只係知我而家係一件唔值錢咩都唔係既垃圾咁樣..* 唔值得..真係唔值..*

我而家只係知道我係一個想high野..* 想飲酒飲到貓既傻西=.=*

算了吧..*我就是這樣..* 對情唔想再尊一..*樣樣野..每條仔都係呃9我..*

我冇咁多眼淚..*點解加拿大個邊唔批..*我超想走..*

琴日響豪仔屋企樓下同人打交..* 我唔知自己點解會咁..* 條女其實係望一望我..*

但我忍唔住呀..我真係好想發洩..* 豪仔見我打條女..佢即刻阻住我..*唔比我打..*攬住我..*

我喊到佢件衫濕左大部分= =*佢又喊..* 話唔想見到我咁..* 好對唔住呀..*

可能我本性就係咁..*我知..我之前真係一個好乖好乖既女仔..*但而家唔係啦..*

你由我乖女...到變左一個咁既人..*你都等我..*我真係唔知點報答到你..*

算啦..我都唔想諗咁多..* 你係一個好好既男仔黎..*> <*

從此之後..*我怎樣也不會變回以前的我..*而家既日子..我只想日日high野..* 飲酒=0=..*吹咩. \ / .