I know who i waiting for..
Mr. L? Mr.K?
And i know that, i really miss "him".

「DO YOU KNOW? I'M REALLY REALLY MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU. THEREFOR IS NOT GOOD FOR ME.」
「WHERE ARE YOU NOW?MY FRIEND. I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. TOGETHER DRINK WINE, TOGETHER PLAYING COMPUTER... I KNOW HOW TO PLAY WAR3 NOW. WHEN CAN I SEE YOU AGAIN? I REALLY MISS YOU FRIEND.」

i want to talk like that to this two man..
one is have had the exper hurt me..
the other one is my friend now..
but i always miss them about our day in the past.
is so sweet, so nice..
can happy all a day..

Dear Mr.L ,
can you to return my day? plz don't leave me, plz don't hurt me.
do you know? if i miss you now, i will kick your blog to visit you and see your photo at my phone.
i know you are not love me anymore. it is because i am not your tea, not beatiful, not thin.
i want to know why i am love you so. you hurt me so bad.however, i havn't hate you,
i think is my problem. i want to find you at shatin. i want to love you, kiss you, hug you..
can you love me again? can i call you husband again?
Yours Friend, Bu b. Bu b.