Actually today ... these days are tired and sleepy... but tonight don't want to sleep... want to see .... want to chat.... want to "hea"....

Sometimes, I don't know what I has done.... done for what??? what is my purpose??? Don't know ar... but I will try to face all of these feelings, all the things not good.... this is also one of sth I need to learn... know... all things, whatever I think it is good or not.... IN GOD... THESE THINGS ARE PLACED BY GOD FOR THE SAKE OF OUR BENEFITS...

Sometimes, people will think we are stupid, dunno what is the advantage.... BUT the most important is ... I know... God know .... and sisters & bothers know....

Towards other people, I will use my simple heart.... .... dont want to think the back meanings of every saying every action... it will be very tired.... not good for ourselves.... right?? may be i am lazy la... hahaha... don't want to think..... .....

Other thing... take it serious when doing everything... except for the time of playing la...

Somethings may be not good if too serious... but it should be the attitude of living... I think... and I insist.... ..... no matter others recognise or not...... ......