12月25日...
x'mas le...today超早起身...汁好哂野..洗頭,洗白白..簡3..唸左好耐..最尾簡左著連身dress..之後仲整頭...整左幾次先滿意/..好低b丫我....本身我唔係咁中2x'mas..估唔到我今日會為左呢個x'mas搞咁多野...咁整好哂d野就online..
等等等..等佢起身打比我..等到5點幾見佢上左msn..佢同我講左早神....之後講多2句野就冇同我講...我再等..等到9點..都係冇電話冇sms....戈陣真係好down....自己一個人出左去行左去老地方..
但係見到好多情侶...0mg= ="行左去冇人既地方坐低左..呆呆呆..呆到10點左右番hm...番到hm門口..佢打黎..個陣好開心...但係..佢一句冇野le..我連講落去都唔想講..88都冇講直卡左電話.....唔開心..有d想喊..想姐..但係都冇做..哈哈..真係好難忘既x'mas同一份好好既x'mas禮物...好討厭x'mas丫......一切都係咁...就算我點努力都好..最後答案都係一樣..
可能本來呢個就係一場夢..我係咪應該要醒???本來佢就唔係屬於我..想擁有一秒都唔會有.......點解我仲要有一絲絲既期待???
听有番去算le...番去讀書既地方...現實d好d.....
冇期待就冇失望..冇期望就冇傷心...
我只係想同你一齊過X'MAS..冇其他.....
你明白嗎???只要你係身邊比任何禮物都重要...
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