I start feeling no regret for things i have done/chosen before, as i found the way to comfort myself, it can't actually say "comfort", but it would be more peaceful to life, that's God. i believe in God even i am not catholic yet, i trust the ideas, the story insides the bible, which i can accept.

One day, God through ivan's month transferring its message to me, it started with the most sensitive topic which most of the people care of, is DEATH, does any one  who is not afraid of death? 我回水0.0  It said death is not scaring, the life expectancy is around 80-90years, then we will be arrived a new stage where God will judge all the incidents you did in the past, and one important thing. God mentioned, you die because of God loves you, and you can be more blissful with God. In case, your parents leave you soon/suddenly(means pass away), it means you are asked to learn to  be independent by God.

So don't do something bad, you have to sorry for your conscience, as God will know. you may think that it is a message from God too, bless you all !!!

Ricky Michael