Thought about the incident whole night long.

I realized that i am really terrified by the first step which i haven't tried.

Sorry to my friends, feeling that i am useless, am i right?

In fact, i am really useless.

You two guys said i am evading. Yes, you are right

I also want to face the fact, but just a problem,

i can't pretend myself to think after reading those comments which are given to her by others.

Maybe I am not courage enough