emptiness is breaking me every day, bits by bits

im bleeding but no one sees

they leave me but no one cares

im the one who knows we should be strong to everything

but those are actually bullshit

how many of you would be delighted after someone told you to be strong?

how many of you would be content after someone told you he was supporting you?

this year is unlike those in the past

dreams do not slipping away, if you do not give in

im chasing. but ive lost a lot already

after that night in the hospital, i know i am going to do sth that is worthwhile and rewarding FOR MY FAMILY

im not going to lose the fight

to fight for my father. my mother who have paid a lot to raise me

i had never known that they have also lost a lot for us

ill stand up and outstand