Actually, all I want was nothing but a stable and comfortable home with warm...and a peaceful and normal life...

Why do I need to face these problems?

Why do these things happened all of a sudden?

What can I do for now?for future?

When will I be able to escape from the abyss of depression?

Who can I share with?No one

How about UT? Just tell others to +oil, how about myself? Do nothing but surfing the internet....I admit that I am too lazy

Whatever the result is,I must take it, because I am the one who created it...

 Even I am not the one who created it, I still need to face it and take it, because I don't have the ability to change it...

overcome it? HOW?